Don't Stop Believin'....

ohh_the_drama @ 2006-03-05T01:46:00

2006-03-05T07:29:07Z

Yes. I've come to terms with my opinions on Live Journal. They are as follows: It's really addicting, and nice to get everything out in the open and have friendly input on whatever happens to be going on. It's even nice to have tension on Live Journal. Putting people down is really amusing at the time. Sure, you can think I'm sick and twisted but I'm not going to lie about anything. But the reason why journals were created in the first place was for a person to communicate personal, private thoughts. And it just becomes embarrassing and shameful to have those weak moments for the world to see, even though you may have thought it a good idea at the time to share them. A lot of things I've said, I regret. And I'm not trying to put anyone down for participating in it, because it works for some people. It doesn't for me. At least...anymore. So here is the grand final update:

School - is legit. I've been working really hard, to tell you the truth. And on my first couple of tests, I really messed up. It just makes me feel stupid when I work so hard for something and still fail, or fail by my parent's standards. Sometimes I purposely don't study something because I'm the type of person that would rather not work hard for something and then fail than work hard to fail. It leaves me with a little more pride, so I can say to myself that it was only because I didn't study. Not that there's anything wrong with me, or my intelligence level. I don't know if that makes sense. That's just how I am.

Musical - is splenderific. Well, maybe not splenderific. But I'm having a different time than I did last year. Last year I was a freshman. Just getting to know the game, and now I can play it well. Also, last year my part was sort of ingenious. Although I didn't really work so hard for the show because I'd just say Oh whatever I'm the horse's ass, they don't need me to know harmonies or dance steps or anything like that. My facial expressions didn't matter. But it was so much fun! As is this year, but in a different way. I'm nobody's ass but I get to really learn about dancing, and getting into character and I'm working so hard at the vocal stuff. Plus I sing 6 words! Pretty crazy.

Friends - rock my world. Yeah ... some friendships are mad messed at the moment. And I regret that. I wish there was something I could do. But as a whole, I'm 1,000 percent content with the people I surround myself with. I'm glad I don't chill with the druggies and hookers. And don't pretend like that's not half the population at SSHS. You're all kidding yourselves. But I love everyone. And the relationship thing is really great too, but I guess I'm not the type to discuss it on "LJ" because it means more than that. See? I can't hack it. My time is up on this thing, hahaha.

Tonight - I almost died. YAY TRAINS! You crazy kids that were with me: it dawned on my a few minutes ago that I could have died trying to get out. The door could have closed on me or the train could've started moving. Then I pictured myself clutching on to a moving train. And you guys laughing hysterically at me. Or dying from getting a door closed in my face. And you guys laughing at me as my crushed body sped away. Thank you Gabriel Weissman. Also, Pillowman is godly. And I wasn't scared. Muahahaha!

So that was it. My long, extended, well worth it update. You'll never forget it, will you?

Much Love,
Katie

"Taina is a raging communist!"

2006-02-13T23:46:41Z

This has been quite a weekend! Spend with only the best, Colleen Whalen Quigley (and Victoria Lynn Caldwell, of course, but not for all of it. Yeah I guess I feel cooler when I say people's full names. Not sure why.). Friday turned out to be much more than I expected. The beautious underclassmen (or around 9ish of us) TP'd the houses of all 10 seniors in the Musical. And they can say whatever they want, but it was total domination especially with one car and buying the Toilet Paper like 3 seconds in advance. So then they retaliated at 2am, while I was sleeping over Colleen's. We cleaned it up in the morning, and then found a location for my SWEET 16!!! It's going to be late June, which sucks since I'll still be 15, but I needed Colls to be there, so it's no big deal. It's a goooorgeous place though and I'm really excited. Which is weird, since up until this year I never thought I was the Sweet 16 type. Hmmm, interesting. Anyways, then we quickly stopped at the library for CROSSROADS, the movie of the night, and to Church. Where I had an incredibly awkward "Peace-be-with-you-and-also-with-you" moment. Then we ate half of China from Shing Wong. That was nice. Hahaha and this is Colleen at my table. To my sister: "HAHA I JUST FORGOT YOU WERE SISTERS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AND I WAS LIKE WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA" Oh man. Only Colleen. And Taina is a raging communist, who will never see her name in lights. Crossroads was a hit. Not going to lie, we watched it twice and it was well worth it. Richie might go away guys. How sad. Victoria shared her sob story about Bubble Baths at the Days Inn and in the morning, I threw feminine products at her. Yup, the 3 of us are best friends for 12 years and counting!

TODAY WAS A SNOW DAY YES IT WAS. Pretty standard day. I threw snow. Snow was thrown at me. That's how it goes. And now my otherrr best friend is coming over in a bit (Melanie Ann Picchioni. I'm really jealous because her middle name is the same as Tiff's. Aww Tiffy. Hahahahahaha) for a 2-hour event of THE BACHELOR. More like the Stork. Who is hot. Ummm yeah but first eating Ravioli, last minute CVS trip and Voice lesson!!! C-r-a-z-i-n-e-s-s.

"lasts"
last cigarette: gross! I would never. Especially because I have to walk past it at least twice a day, and it makes me want to puke! Yuck, I'm getting lung cancer by senior yr thanks to secondhand smoke
last beverage: If you know me you know this: Diet Coke!
last movie seen: Crossroads
last phone call: Sammy this morning! (not counting answering the phone when it wasnt for me haha)
last cd played: Britney!!! No, I don't have terrible taste, I was high on Crossroads!
last bubble bath: OMG THATS SO WEIRD! LAST NIGHT!!!! but i rarely do, note the weirdness
last time you cried: Saturday. Which is also weird, since I'm not much of a cry-er. But Colleen and I cried together...

8 "have you evers".
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yup
have you ever skinny dipped: nope but I would hahaha
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: no
have you ever fallen in love: perhaps
have you ever lost someone you loved: to death? Not recently, but yes I have
have you ever been depressed: Haha no I'm happy-go-lucky 24 hours 7 days a week. *yes*

have you ever been drunk and threw up: Nuh-uh

7 states you've been to.
1. New York, obvio
2. Pennsylvania
3. California
4. Florida
5. Vermont
6. Massachusetts
7. Georgia

6 things you've done today.
1. Blow-dried my hair while watching Friends with subtitles haha
2. Tried to buy boots but then they didn't have any!
3. Had a massive snowball fight with my friends
4. Gave Danny a COMPLETE play-by-play of Crossroads
5. Made myself a ham sandwich with honey mustard [and ate it]
6. Attempted my Chemistry homework

5 favorite things in no order.
1. Friends
2. Family
3. Theatre
4. Food
5. Movies/Music

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to. (no order)
1. Colleen

1.5. Mel

2. Victoria

2.5. Danny

3. Lindsey

4. Sam

3 wishes.
1. I wish that I was a completely secure person
2. I wish that I had more motivation in school
3. I wish that I had an endless supply of Diet Coke and Mcdonalds..(OR shing wong)

2 things you want to do before you die.
1. Find out what I want out of life, career-wise

2. Get married/have kids? Although it's not the biggest deal to me like it used to be

1 regret:
I do have a huge regret that I consider to be the biggest one in my 15 years of living, but it's not worth discussing via Live Journal. Just know that I corrected my mistake and I'm really happy with how it turned out but I did lose a lot of time with a certain person that I can never get back. And that, I will always have to live with.

ohh_the_drama @ 2006-02-07T22:38:00

2006-02-08T03:58:22Z

It's nice distinguishing who the people you love are, verus those you can defintely live without. I don't know why, but that's been my philosophy lately. Dealing with people that drive me crazy isn't worth it. And if I don't want to be someone's friend/acquaintence/whatever-it-may-be...then why string them along? Call me a bitch, but that's where I'm at right now. I've probably said this before. But you can't say different things every day...that's too many thoughts...and then you just get migraines!

But life has been very satisfactory lately. I finally saw Love Actually! It made my heart melt just a little bit. Except that they kept calling this girl fat, and she was beautiful and I just felt so bad for her because everyone was like "oh, that fat girl"...but she got Hugh Grant. And no one should ever complain if they get Hugh Grant. All right so that covers Friday. Saturday was absolutely entirely lovely. I went to the citayyy with Danny Carlos and Lindsey, three of my most favoritest people. And it was perfect, minus the fact that I had to get drugs [Motrin, chillllll] in the middle of dinner, that people were smoking pot in the cafe, that the Ferris Wheel CLOSED like 5 seconds before we got there, and that we missed our stop on the train and ended up in sketchy Baldwin. Craziness! Loving it!

The Musical is coming along quite nicely. And VOTDOT might just become VOTDOTEMS! Which sounds like a word, don't you think? Oh anyway, I have 6 words in the musical, so you should be extremely jealous. Mel and I had a BACHELOR party last night, which sounds cool but it was really just the two of us on her couch drinking Splenda and yelling at Mona. Who is a girl on the Bachelor except that's not her name. She needed a new one. It was time. That about wraps up my life. Oh and how great is Lauren Alexander? Pretty great. (Hey Lauren, that means COMMENT! Haha je plaisantais, je plaisantais.)

Anti Counter-revolutionary Backlash?

2006-01-21T22:08:46Z

Hmmm, long time no update. Not to crush anyone's dreams, but I feel like I might cut down on this Live Journal scene for a while. Yet...right now I'm going to need to fill you in on the miraculous events that are/have been occuring! Student Directed '06 is over, and I'm really sad to let it go. Yeah, I've been in shows before, and I'm always sad when they leave me, but this was a completely different experience. We, the students, did everything! From costumes to sets to directing, stage managing, producing, acting, etc, etc, etc. I really don't think it could've gone any better, for the most part. To VOTDOT: (not that any of you are reading this because you're fools without live journals but whatever) Over the past few months, you truly have become my home away from home and I've learned so much from you. I'm amazed at how much we did with less than 14 pages. I've now added jigga who what to my vocabulary, along with the SAT-worthy words that you guys use on a daily basis (where my response is usually a nod that is clearly a mere coverup for my lack of knowledge). I will never be able to say the word "Ding!" anymore without adding the ever-so-lovely "Mother fuckah" to the end of it. And any time you want to get crazy after hours...just let me know. I'll be there in a flash!

It was really cute how last night...the last performance, the last variation, my last line....there was no encyclopedia for me to read from! So I saw a piece of paper crumpled up on the floor, picked it up and was like "uhhhh on August 20th...". Sorry I'm not clever enough to come up with anything else! But otherwise, I was really happy with us. Still married to Adam; the divorce papers have not yet been signed. But I think it's only fair that we separate since I'm having two affairs. Yeah. That's right. Formal was cute last night. I have a possible PD. Hahahahaha ummm Police Department. Cuhlearly. So now I must get back to my studies because they're oh so important to me! They really are. I want to be friggin Valedictorian!!! It's okay. You can laugh out loud.

I guess do this.

2006-01-11T03:38:34Z

1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favorite place to be:
11. favorite lyric:
12. best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:

ohh_the_drama @ 2006-01-03T23:46:00

2006-01-04T04:51:22Z

Gross.

I'm tired of being people's last priority.

Especially people that I personally really care about! And they don't care about me sometimes. And that's really sad.

*Not in reference to those that actually make LISTS and put me second hahaha because god knows I've complained about that enough.*

SO yeah. I love Trotsky. I love mimicking Adam. And tango...ing...with Ché. And going out to dinner with Kerri and MJ with dumbass waitresses and air conditioners in my face. Good one guys. Good one. Hahaha and Dana. Because she's the only one I didn't mention. But no, she's very close to my heart. And soul. And pants. Hahaaaaaaaaaaa. Okay so I love them.

I really enjoyed my sugar-coffee-soda-fries high today. Fries definitely contributed. Dont even play. You players.

And with that.

I'm outttttttttttttttttttttt.

ohh_the_drama @ 2006-01-02T19:10:00

2006-01-03T00:26:34Z

They say that the way you spend New Year's Eve is the way you're going to spend the rest of the year. So I'm really glad that I got to spend it with people I love. But I think it's too much pressure on one night to change your ways and make resolutions and all of the things that are expected of you on New Year's Eve. Not because it's not beneficial to do all of those things, but just because it's expected. So I personally didn't make any resolutions. I'll just get depressed when I give up on them.

And sadly, Winter Break has come to an end. I remember it being 2 weeks one year. That was such a great idea. We should've kept it that way. But I had a lot of fun. Okay I'll update you on everything I've done so far this year. Like I said, or kind of said, New Year's Eve was with most of my friends at MJ's. It's really weird when you think you know people and then find out that you don't at all. So for the very first day of the year, I did crazy amounts of homework and then went to Victoria's at night. We talked for about an hour hahaha about life and stuff, then played Sceneit Television. I kicked ass for the third time. I haven't lost a game yet. Muahahaha! Anyway, then I forced her to listen to Rent. But that's okay because she likes it. And then we remenisced our lives by watching the New Year's OC episode, which is really adorable, I must say. So yes. Good times. Today was pretty lame. Actually scratch that. Incredibly lame. I woke up at 1 (Yeah I know. Smart move.) and did homework until 6ish. Oh I just realized no one cares. Okay that was the most unnecessarily detailed paragraph, so I'll stop now.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-12-27T13:12:00

2005-12-27T18:17:16Z

Christmas is soooooo pretty. I <3 Christmas. Christmas + Me = True Love.

All right. So. Let's see. Christmas Eve consisted of making cookies, going to Church and then out to dinner with family. Including my grandparents and my grandma's friend. Who, by the way, didn't see the fun in actually LOOKING at the menu so when the waiter came, she was like "I dont know what to get. I sort of like mushrooms." I died. DIED. Then people came over and I was starting to feel really left out because none of my friends were there, but then Victoria came over with her mommy and we laughed at the Sarcasm girl. HAHAHAHA. Why are all my sisters friends our insiders? Bleh? K.

CHRISTMAS. I was awoken at friggin 7. Which I hate. Why is that a rule? You can get just as cheery jolly and merry at 11. Whatevs. I opened my presents in a zombie-like state and went back to sleep for 3 hours anyway. I got Sceneit. So I was like YESSSSSSSSSS. But then I realized that it wasn't the real kind. It was Television Sceneit. Way to slack off "Santa". No but yeah. I'll still play, hahaha. So then I got FRIENDS SEASON 10. FUCK YES! I'm so happy. Actually I just made myself so happy that I need to go watch it some more. I love Chandler Muriel Bing.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-12-18T00:37:00

2005-12-18T05:51:50Z

So I guess in High School everyone builds up some sort of a work ethic. Or so it seems. And I can't seem to stay focused on something such as school, when there are so many better things to focus on. And more than anything, I wish I had a stronger work ethic and I could really sit down and study hard or always pay attention in class. But that's not really me. Yet it has to be. School is the biggest lie...be yourself, but yourself should be this way or you fail! By high school, most kids pretty much know where their interests lie. Yet everyone is forced to take the same classes, even though most of them are a waste of 40 minutes, 5 days a week, for that year. I don't understand it. We work so excrutiatingly hard for a number. Or many numbers, actually. And that number tells us where we stand. More than anything, I hate the kids that always need to ask "What did you get?" Not to sound all teacher-esque but I really hate that. Sometimes I don't want people to know! And you can't say that you'd rather not say because even the biggest idiot knows that's code for "I didn't do well". So fine, I'll say it right here if I have to: I don't have the biggest attention span when it comes to things that I don't care about. I couldn't care less about what elements bond with one another and how...Politics make me want to fall asleep and dream about anything but Politics...I don't have the biggest vocabulary, and sometimes I do need to ask what words mean when people say them. I don't think that I should have to apologize for any of this, and some people would agree with that. But yet, if I get a 70 or something on a Chem test, I feel like a failure. And my parents are happy to enforce that upon me. I'm sorry that this needed to be this huge long essay ( - which by the way can suck it; I hate essays - ), but that's basically how it is.

"I believe the word you're searching for is 'Anyway...'" ( - Friends. The most godly show to ever exist.) This weekend has been lazy, and I feel pretty useless. I babysat tonight and last night, because I know a lot of people that deserve presents. That I'll end up buying for them...tomorrow. I realized that I couldn't really choose one "best friend", and I can barely even narrow it down anymore. That makes me happy. Because I have a lot of close friends, and they're all so supportive and wonderful. Oh, and musical auditions are on Monday. I don't really have any expectations. I know that I can sing. I know that that most likely won't come across on Monday, because I'm the worst at auditions. But I've learned not to care. Rejection sucks, but you live through it and move on. And on that ever-so-uplifting note, I think my time is up here. You stay classy Rockville Centre.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-12-11T00:13:00

2005-12-11T05:18:13Z

I rarely ever say this flatout and mean it.
Because it's not something that happens very often...
But here it is anyway...

I'm really happy.

...About everything that's going on. Everything.
Even Chemistry. Because I just studied it for 2 hours and 43 minutes!
That's dedication.

Don't take times like this for granted.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-12-05T19:54:00

2005-12-06T01:02:42Z

Colleen's right.
This is the biggest bullshit.

I don't even care anymore. I'm going to be blunt. Highschool is starting to become such a lie. And I don't mean guys, I mean girls. Stupid Bitchy Catty girls, including myself, that make life a living hell for other stupid bitchy catty girls. Why do we all pretend to be friends and then make dumb comments when the person we're talking about isn't around? Maybe I'm the only one that sees this. That's because I do it! But I'm not the only one. Pretty much everyone does. And especially recently, I've realized how much gossipping and btiching about the lamest things can get back to that person and really mess them up, or POTENTIALLY get back to that person, because not all things have [yet]. This isn't just one circumstance. It's so goddamn many, and it has to stop. So I'm stopping. Because I'm really tired of it. And I'm really and truly sorry for anyone I've lied to or gossipped about during the way. Just know that I'm done. And that's all I can do. And I know that I sound like the most angry, upset person right now, but this is just getting to me. There really are a lot of amazing things going on right now, and I'm really happy in general. But if I didn't say this at one point...I might've exploded. YAY!

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-12-01T15:55:00

2005-12-01T21:53:20Z

First day of December!!! That'd be today. I love the Christmas Season so very much. When "All I Want for Christmas" is stuck in my head 24/7, then it's naturally time to start celebrating. This week has been going abnormally slow, but this weekend should be good...consisting of Dinnering/Scream watching with Danny, Mel's Nutcracker with Victoria...and hanging out hopefully before or after, "finding somewhere to crash", and then...something on Saturday night. Idk. I forget. >> Failure? << Um so anyway...this week needs to end. Awesome that I have three tests tomorrow and I'm sitting here wasting time! Oh, while I'm on this, I'm sort of sick of being lectured by my friends about school. Let me worry about that. Not you. K, thanks.

Trotsky rehearsals are serious amounts of fun. From Adam's swiveling to Tommy's Mexican-gardener act...it's just crazy. YAY VOTDOT! Plus we're half-way done with blocking in two days, so we just bond nonstop. It's craziness. I love us. For real. Ummmmm it's going to be a good show. Nuff said. There are two secret Santa's going on. I got good people. AH! Imagine If I said I didnt...and then they found out. That would be lame. But no...I got excellent kids. Woooooot. I'm really done now...you can comment if you'd like. Oh I think I'm going to be cool and go find surveys and do them. Because all I have to do tonight is study. And I don't feel like it yet. So here...no one does this anymore but whatevssssssssssssssss.

In The Last 24 Hours Have You...

1. Had sex: gunna have to go with no
2. Bought something: yes, a muffin!
3. Gotten sick: nooo
4. Sang: Yes
5. Been kissed: nope
6. Ate something: Yes
7. Felt stupid: Yes
8. Talked to an ex: Nope
9. Missed someone: JANIE PITTLUCK!!! Haha where did that girl move to?
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Last person who...
1. Slept/Layed in your bed with you: Uhhhh no one does that.
3. Made you cry: Hmmm Liv! Haha why do we cry so much?
4. Went to the movies with? My mommy and Daddyyyy (yay rent!)
5. You went to the mall with: My mom..oh yeah I'm coming off as oh so cool right now

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Have You Ever...
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Of course
2. Got in a fight with your pet: Ummm no?

3. Been to New York: I live there
4. Been to Mexico: nope...trotsky bonding anyone? LETS GO!
5. Been to Canada: Hahah unfortunately
7. Been to Europe: Nope not yet
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1. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
2. What book are you reading: Frankenstein? And kind of other things, I guess...no time though
3. Worst feeling in the world: jealousy, rejection, and fear.
4. Future KIDS names: Uhmmm I have no clue.
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animals: hahaha no but they're on my bed: Oscar and Cleo represent!
6. What's under your bed: Idk random stuff
7. Favorite sports to watch: Baseballllll/Basketball (because I know what's going on)
8. Location: NY
9. Piercing/Tattoos: ears—one in each
10. Do you drink: Alcohol? Nope
11. What are you most worried about right now? Not really sure..a few things, I guess
12. Where do you want to get married? At...church? OR ON THE BEACH LIKE OTH!
13. Who do you really hate: Idk if I actually hate anyone...just strongly dislike.
14. Do you have a job: no
15. Do you like being around people: Most of the time, and with the right people
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: who hasn't?
17. Have you ever cried: too many times
18. Are you lonely right now: Not at all
19. Song that's stuck in your head: All I want for Christmas
20. Played strip poker: nuh-uh
22. Been drunk for more than 2 days straight: ew god no
23. Done an all-nighter: YESSSSS! they fuck up your life though. I dont recommend them.
24. Been on radio/TV: ummm the school channelllll...woooot.
25. Been in a mosh-pit: haha nope
26. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Bill Cosby

2. Where/when was your first kiss?
I think it's bad luck to skip number two....right?

3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
not seriously. fakely.

4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
hahaha mmhmm. not seriously again. still fakely.

5. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?
Yes indeed!

6.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Ermmmm...eyes? Smile? silly things like that.

7. All-expenses-paid vacation to anywhere in the world. Where would you go? Austrraaaaliaaa!

8.What do you usually order from Dagny's?
what's dagny's?

9. What is your biggest mistake:
I don't want to answer that...it's lame.

10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Uh - no?

What happened to 11?

12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
My dad thinks I look like Natalie Portman but I dont at all. I wish!

13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
religiously!!!

14. Did you have braces?
yes, for three years.

15. Are you comfortable with your height?
mmm, I didnt like it at first, but now that I've stopped growing, I'm comfortable with it.

16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite/same sex has done for you?
uhhhh I really don't know exactly.

17. When do you know it's love?
I'm not sure yet...I'm 15.

18. Do you know any other languages?
French!!!

19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
no but I'm mad pale. "You're so white...*akward silence*...but its pretty. Pretty like a flower."

20.What magazines do you read?
Whatever's around.

21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
yeps

22.Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
not yet...I just knocked on wood, for real!

23.Do you watch MTV?
Ehh from time to time but not hardcore or anything.

24.What's something that really annoys you?
Lies and gossip. Yes, I lie and gossip because I'm human but I annoy myself when I do it, and it's less and less often now because I realize just how much it can impact other people, and not for the better.

25. What's something you really like?
I like a lot of things! SMF. Sleep-Music-Food. Whaddup. Actually add another M. And another F. And a B. So now its SMMFFB! Sleep-Movies-Music-Food-Friends-Boys. I repeat: WHADDUP

26.Do you like Michael Jackson's music?
hahaha I guess...kinda. "The Way You Make Me Feel" and "Thriller" are sooo kickass.

27.Can you dance?
yesss but I tell people I cant. Because I'm not sure if I do it well. AH i'm such a mess.

28.What's the longest/latest you have ever stayed up?
24 hours and 7 minutessssss! hahahahaha

29.Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Uh, not really. knock on wood.

30.Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
no

31. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
well of course. I have no life!

LAYER ONE
I completely skipped this cause I dont need stalkers knowing where I live. YAY!

LAYER TWO
-- Heritage: Irish and English and kind of French.
-- Shoes you wore today: Pink Converse
-- Your weakness: I use sarcasm as a defense mechanism
-- Your fears: oh so many. and not important, really
-- Goal you’d like to achieve: Right now, I'm content.

LAYER THREE
-- Most overused phrase on AIM: "haha"

-- First thought when waking up: "nooooooo let me sleep" just like that.
-- Best physical feature: oh please. everything. I am kidding of COURSE. i have no clue.
-- Bedtime: whenever I feel like it?

LAYER FOUR (do you)
-- Smoke: Nooo
-- Curse: yeaaaah way too much. I should stop. its un-lady-like.
-- Sing: all the time
-- Shower: Yes--ew
-- Crush: usually--but not at this moment--still suffering from a broken heart
-- Think you’ve been in love: Not yet
-- Want to go to college: Of course
-- Like high school: I like parts of high school
-- Want to get married: eventually, yes
-- Think you’re attractive: Not really

LAYER SIX (in the past month have you)
-- Drank alcohol: nuh-uh
-- Smoked: No
-- Done drugs: No
-- Had sex: No
-- Made out: No
-- Gone to the mall: cheaaa
-- Been on stage: but of course!
-- Made homemade cookies: no but me and Lauren made a cake. for nathan.
-- Gone skinny dipping: noo haha but that'd be the funnest!
-- Dyed your hair: no

LAYER SEVEN (ever)
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope
-- If so, was it mixed company: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught “doing something”: haha nope
-- Been called a tease: no but I was one for a while...not gunna lie.
-- Gotten beaten up: nooo
-- Shoplifted: hahah by accident!!
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Not really

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: I dont really care, as long as it's HAPPILY married.
-- Number of children: umm one or two?
-- Dream Wedding: we'll cross that bridge when we come to it
-- How do you want to die: peacefully
-- Where do you want to go to college: hmmm I have no idea! yay being prepared!
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Prreeeeetty. Haha thats what I used to say. What an intelligent child. Um, I'm not sure!

LAYER NINE
-- Last car ride: Kerri's car yesterday aww baby is three weeks now <33
-- Last romantic kiss: in a past life. oh that was morbid. I mean..idk. ew.
-- Last good cry: ugh. I had a breakdown a few weeks ago. and just let it all out.
-- Last book read: Gossip Girl! Again..I'm so intelligent.
-- Last crush: Who really answers this?
-- Last phone call: hmmmmmm i really dont know. none today. abouut a billion yesterday.
-- Last time showered: last night. i'm actually about to shower right when I finish this!
-- Last cd played: RENT! I'm so obsessed.
-- Last song downloaded: 99 Red Balloons
-- Last annoyance: myself. being lazy. right now.
-- Last disappointment: idk.
-- Last soda drink: Diet Coke...it's all we drink in cyberland. hahahaha rent <3

-- Last sleep: last nighttt 12:30 - 7
-- Last IM: Ummm gabe?
-- Last time wanting to die: I dont think I've ever wanted to die
-- Last time hugged: uhhh some kids. idk.
-- Last time you were slapped in the ass: well last yr it was the most repetative. that's what you get for rear-ending a horse. this year its less but people still do it. hahaha.
-- Last lipstick used: I dont use lipstick ?
-- Last time someone made you cry: any time I think of him
-- Last time someone wrote something sweet to you: a while ago
-- Last time someone wrote you a funny note:HAHAHAHA YESTERDAY! I <3 COLLS
-- Last time dancing: idkkkk in my life.
-- Last show attended: SEE WHAT I WANNA SEEEEEEEEEEE

that was pathetic. i'm pathetic. k bye.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-11-26T15:38:00

2005-11-26T20:49:16Z

Saw Rent. Friggin amazing. I don't care that a lot of people don't think so. They just don't understand. Although I will admit the singing on bikes and singing while turning the corner took it a bit too far in the cheesy direction. I don't even have a bike. But if I did...I'd sing on it like Mark. And Adam Pascall....has a sticker that says 'Rape Me Please' on his forehead...it was just invisible. I think Chase said that. Agreed. Ohh and then I saw it again with my parents. And it was like...

Me: Did you realize that Angel killed Benny's dog?
My Mom: WHAT? WHY?
Me: Because..."I need some help to make my neighbor's yappy dog disappear" and then "There was a death in the family if you must know." That whole thing..
My Mom: That's such an insight! Do you have any more?
My Dad: Um...this was hard to catch but...Angel was a man.

That was probably only funny to me. And myself. And I. OHHH PS! I'm Mrs. Trotskyyyyyyyyyyyy. What now. I'm so excited. SOOOO excited. So so So so So so So excited. And so yeah. Thanksgiving avec the family wasn't...any. Haha Rent. Umm yeah but I cant talk about it on Live Journal. Shit went down. And on top of that...I'm just....not....happy. I don't really understand things that should be simple but aren't. Because it's me. Anyway, had lunch with Bella Aileen and Steve. Lip it. Lip it Good. Sleeping at Mel's. Because that's how Joie and Hil roll....naturally.

"My life is like a sentence in which every word is missing a letter" - See What I Wanna See

2005-11-20T17:07:24Z

Last night I went with my mom and Molly to see "See What I Wanna See". (Story # 1: haha Molls) At Penn Station, this older lady fell FLAT ON HER FACE like a foot in front of us. She tripped over a cute guy's luggage. And she didn't even attempt to break her fall; it was so weird. But the guy felt so bad and the old man was like SORRY ISN'T ENOUGH! YOUNG PEOPLE SUCK! And we felt so bad for hute boy, hahaha. So then we went to a nice restaurant for dinner where we had a wonderfully sarcastic waiter. I love sarcastic people. So then we had mad time to waste and as we were walking down the street some 7-yr-old-ish kid screams from a bus "YEAAHHH NEW YOOOORKKKK! YEAAAHHHHHH!" Cute Cute.

Then the moment of truth. The theater was so personal and quaint. And it was also different and unique. I loved all of it. The show was so powerful. It was composed of two short musicals with the same message in them. Everyone sees what they wanna see. There are different perspectives on all situations. And sometimes it's not a question of which one is "correct". After the incredibly moving performance, we waited in the lobby to see who would come out. First was Aaron, who was Jimmy Mako and the News Reporter. He looked teary-eyed for some reason but he was a delight. We got a cute picture with him. And then it was Marc who played Louie and the guy in the park that I forget what he did. He was really social and cute. So we had pretty much given up all hope on Madamoiselle Menzel coming out but SHE DID! She looked gorgeous. Seriously, me and Molly hyperventilated. And she took a great picture with us and she wasn't a cold-hearted bitch at all!Stalker Girl was all "I'm so sorry about your sister.." WHAT HAPPENED TO HER SISTER??!?!?!??!?!? Anyway, one of the best nights in a while!

"The question today is not 'Will a miracle occur?' but 'Do you believe'?" - See What I Wanna See

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-11-15T14:55:00

2005-11-15T20:02:41Z

Last night I did some community service outside of Associated with Chase and Emmy. And I dubbed myself our "Have a good night!" girl. I must've said it to about 50 people...and each time, the nice ones at least, would respond with "You too". So I was basically like...I'm bound to have a good night now! And it didn't look like it was going to be one. But it was! So thank you to people, because I had a voice lesson that went really well and then I got to chillax a bit and have some nice hot chocolate, and it was all just splenderific.

There was a three-day weekend...it was decent. Thursday was shopping at the Mall with Mommy (I'm expecting my new shoes in 2-6 days! They're beautiful!) and Sleepover with Mel. Go look up James Lafferty on Google images. You'll get a treat to your eyes/heart/life. Then Friday was being lazy. Then I babysat at night, and the kids told me that I watch too much TV. I was kicking ass at Sceneit Jr. They were just jealous. Saturday I got Bagels with Danny and then took the Family Christmas Picture. Which was pretty. I had a nice new outfit. Then I hung out with Mel and made lists. Then I hung out with my Babt. Out tickets that Em reserved for us said "Katie Walsh and Liv" and on the inside was PS - I LOVE YOU! Aww, I love Carps. But oh yea...me and Liv fell in love. I dont care if I haven't met him. I really don't. Sunday was Church and Nathan Reading. And that about sums it up. That was ridiculous pointless info to the max.

Earnest is this weekend bitchesss! You best be going to see it. Not that I'm in it, or have any part in the production of it whatsoever. But I dont even care. You'll go see it anyway. Just you wait.

"Life's a bitch, but so am I!"

2005-11-09T20:45:17Z

Hello friendlies.
I kind of wish I didn't care so much about certain things. I wish I could be all "Whatever, it doesn't bother me.." but a lot of things do. And I can't really help that, but I'm going to try harder to be more chill about things. Otherwise I spend half my life overanylizing people and what they think about me.
Anywhoooo, we had a day of yesterday! Except it wasn't real...because I had massive amounts of homework. But at some point in that day, I took a break and went out to lunch with two of my most favorite people; Sam and Lauren. We're such a lovely dynamic, haha. I got a really cool thing on my straw, and saved it (just like the speck). We talked about anything and everything, of course.
On Monday I went to Lauren's house with Kieran Emily and Chase. WE ORDERED DOMINOS! How great is Dominos? I hope they complete their quest to be the numbee one delivery place in the world. It says that they would like to...on the box. I was ganged up on in a rather funny way. I friggin wanted cinnastix, is that such a crime? Then there was Ribbit. Ribbit Ribbit. Chase, Emily and I went to the SGA meeting, and got shot down when we spoke. That's okay though. We didn't know what we were doing. Now I have to go to the dentist! Wheeeeee.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-11-06T19:40:00

2005-11-07T00:49:25Z

Life is pretty good sometimes. I think I take it for granted. But anyway, interesting week. Thursday was silly. I knew there would be great stories from Thursday and there were. Including these lovely quotes with me, Lindsey, and old people:

70-yr-old Man: I love St Martin...
Lindsey: Oh, me too! It's my favorite vacation spot!
70-yr-old Man: Should I ask if you go topless on the beaches?
Lindsey and Me: NO!!!

70-yr-old Woman: {Stares at our chest area, trying to see our nametags and moves my hair so she can read mine} Oh sorry! Don't think I'm touching your boob!

Me and Lin: Do you want a sticker so that no one will ask you again?
80-yr-old Man: No, that's okay. I love being badgered by pretty ladies like you.

We also got minorly molested, but that's beside the point...I fell asleep in Chem on Friday and got caught. Eeeepppp! I'm embarassed. I'm a failure. Okay, I'm over it. Ummmm Friday was...OH YEAH! Friday was so kickass. I hung out with Sammy. We went to the diner (which ps - made me sick at night again - not going back ever...thats three times. ew.) and got food, then walked around a little bit. After that, we chilled at my house for a bit, and found out just how comforting comics are. If you're not Sam or Lauren you don't know what I mean, and I'm okay with that.

Saturday was nice. I went to Crew call with CAKE! We got kind of lost on the way there...from Long Beach Road. Pathetic much? And I got to stand on a ladder! FOR A LONG TIME! AND UNTIE THINGS! See? I always have one new accomplishment. Then I saw "Prime" with Linny, and it was sooooo cute and funny and a wonderful movie. Bryan Greenberg is gorgeous and I WILL marry him. Meryl is awesome.

My mommy ran the marathon in 4 hours and 8 minutes!!! Yay Mommy!!!!! YAY KENYANS!!!!!!!!!! (WHO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ME AFTER WINNING THE MARATHONNNNNNNNN)

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-10-31T22:54:00

2005-11-01T04:25:17Z

Word of the day? Overwhelmed!!! Just...with school, with friends, with family, with any given situation. I'm not good with this! Not trying to create drama at all, b-t-dubs (I know that annoyed you...and I'm cool with that...b-t-dubs!). I'm just saying that I need help sometimes, and I don't feel like I can ask for it...

This weekend was lovely! On Friday, I went to Gabers' magical film debut from his camp! All of them were wonderful, and I'm so proud of him...I love when I can see things that my friends put together, because all of my friends are SO TALENTED! And Gabe's films were awesome! The only way it could've been better involves a saw and set pieces...but we won't go there. Hahaha.

Ummmm Saturday was busy. I went to Crew call with Alana and we got to paint! Sort of. With primer, but same diff. Then I walked over to Ginos. Then Lauren came. Then Same came. Then our pathetic drawing came. Then Danny came. I love Ian <3333333 (!) So then I went over to Victoria Haller's and we learned things about Thursday (I am so excited yay!)...then baking. Then Colleens. Haha ummmm we cant make cake to save our lives. WOOT! I felt kind of sick-esque at the party, but I had a lovely time. Minus a certain movie but its cool cause I watched it [by myself] that night anywayyysss!

Sunday? Blech. Ummm Church then Family suaree. SARAH WATCHES SALAD FINGERS! Brilliant text messages were sent, pertaining to Mr. SF. I like it when the red water comes out. Then I did impossible chem homework and today was Halloween! (Sorry for the extreme use of the word then...I feel like Mr Dennis with his "okay"'s! oh god. Tallying those up tomorrow scoooore) Good times. Good candy. Good pain in my knee because I pulled a ligament of some sort.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-10-24T20:01:00

2005-10-25T00:05:21Z

My Lunch Today: A buttered Bagel
A Poland Spring Water Bottle
An Apple
A Chocolate Chip Cookie

Colleen's Lunch Today: A Buttered Bagel
A Poland Spring Water Bottle
An Apple
A Chocolate Chip Cookie

Ummmm....Fate?
Ummmm....Best Friends Forever?
Yup Yup.

"Where Do You Go When You're Lonely? I'll follow you..."

2005-10-24T01:34:08Z

I've been surpressing a lot of sadness lately. I don't even know where it's coming from; it's just always been there, and I sort of never dealt with it because I figured it would just go away. But the thing is, emotions never really fade unless you take some amount of action in making them fade. And I don't know what I'm supposed to do! I'm happy but...at the same time, I'm not. I just feel really alone, and not in the whole 'Hi, I need a boy to complete me, or I'm alone' sense...more of the overall sense. I feel like a lot of people are there...but not really there. And no matter how many people surround you, you can still feel alone sometimes. This weekend was busy busy busy. On Friday, I hung out with some crazy girls in the Sophomore class, and we did some beautiful things. Hahaha, we also got a crazy workout! Why can't you just live closer? Ugh. Anyways...we go on jogs with black sweatshirts and backpacks. Damn straight. Then Saturday I chilled with the Sophomore float at Homecoming. We should've won. Next year we will. You heard it here first (To clarify---> The Sophomores will not win next year. WE as in next year's Juniors/this year's Sophwhores will.)! Then at night, I attended Steph's Sweet Sixteen. Yay Muirfield! Yay being a skanky fairy! YAY LAUREN ALEXANDER!!!!!!!! I love Lauren. Shes the best of the best. You know it. She was my friend the whole night, hahaha. And theeeeeen today I read "A Cake for Nathan" at MJ's with people. I thought it went well. But I was being weird. I'm so friggin weird lately! Guhhhhhh. Yes. Guh.

"I can't feel anything but graditude for every minute of my stupid little life." - American Beauty

2005-10-16T04:36:57Z

Hello all. I have to say, I just kind of glanced over at the chair next to me (it's from the '80's...it's a piece of crap. We need a new goddamn chair) and there's that thing sitting there. You know, that toy that has a paddle and a ball with a string on it...and you're supposed to swing the ball and then keep hitting it with the paddle? Well....it always breaks. Inevitably. There's no point in buying it if it's just going to break! But this one isn't broken. Or that's what appeared to be. But then I picked up the paddle...and the string wasn't attatched. It had already broken, but was strategically laid there, leading me to believe that a miracle had occured. But no. This was not one of those miraculous occurances. Just thought you'd like to know. I think it's symbolic of a lot of things in my life, but I'm not entirely sure how.

Anyway, moving on. This weekend has been fairly busy, for such a lame person. Last night I went to Thai Table with Sam, Lindsey, Lauren Victoria, Aurora, Dana, Rosie and of course...the college kids (Bella, Katie, and Lora). It made me so happy to see them, and even happier to know that they haven't changed. Well, Katie's hair was up. But that's...it. I don't know, I just mean that they don't seem to have gotten too cool for us, or turned into complete assholes. They're just lovely people, and it was so great to see them again. Then today, I saw another fantabulous college kid: Steve Ryan oh yes. But one thing was wrong...MY DRAGON WASNT THERE!!! After all of that anticipation Steve...you just couldn't pull through. What a shame. Haha, anyways, after crew call with Steve and people, I went to the mall with Emily and Colleen. Our Halloween costumes will rock the house. And so will LIPSYNC! I'm suddenly so spirited. Yay. Go Sophomores!!!!!!! Go Footloosee! Schwaaaaaaaa.

Well, I'm looking forward to this week. Lipsync, Sweeny Todd, that Chem Test...jkjk. But yeah, hopefully it'll be all good. And with that said, I think I really need sleep more than anything right now. 'Night <3

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-10-13T12:15:00

2005-10-13T19:40:52Z

I love these three-day weeks! Honestly, all weeks should be like this. Makes life so much easier. But yeah, I took them PSATS yesterday hahaha. What a joke! First of all, they count for absolutely nothing. Second, the fire alarm went off twice in the middle of test. And the first time, I was like 'I'm so freezing! I just did my hair! I'm getting wet!' and annoying like that. But then the second time...it was hilarious! Like, I hope that someone did pull it as a prank, and I would like to meet this person and shake their hand. It's completely genious! And the best part was going to the bathroom after the second time, with all of the teachers in the hall looking at me like I did it. I didnt....for the record. Wish I did though. SO SMART!

Then after school, Sam and I were on the hunt for Halloween Costumes for a party. We found nothing...except for Hudak haha so random but fun. We even tried on goddess costumes cause they were just flowy dresses with leaves on our heads. But no. Nothing worked, and everything was slutty to the max. So we gave up and I still have nothing. Ideas? Anyone?

Then Me Sam and Carlos went over Danny's house, and hung out. I finally found out what Salad Fingers is, and guess what he's adorable I don't care what you say. Just a tiny bit creepy. And then me and Carlos got into a fight. He threatened me with knives....I stole his cell phone and put an apple in my bra. I think we know who won here...but its cool, cause hes writing me a song and iming me on random sns. Thats what friends are for! Did I mention Katie Bella Steve and Lomo are coming home this weekend? Am I really excited? OH YES I THINK I AM! And now I really have to go to Mels because....omg we have the BEST day plannnneeedd!

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-10-07T23:03:00

2005-10-08T03:16:18Z

First of all, I cannot get this quote out of my mind, because it makes so much sense to me, it's ridiculous: "6 billion people in this world...6 billion souls...but sometimes all you need is one."

Moving on....tonight was snazzy. I hung out with Molly, which I haven't done in a very long time. Well, there was this one day that Molly and I tried to organize a "hang-out" and failed miserably for like hours, but then ended up having a great night with Chase and Bella. So we planned stuff tonight again. Even though people were sketchballs for a while there, we had a great time. First we went to the diner with MJ and Chase. We decided on colors that represented us. Molly was purple...like the onion, MJ was blue, Chase was red (because of baby toys) and I was pale blue. That was cool. Then, we decided what we were known for. MJ the writer, Molly the singer, Chase the dancer, and me... the girl that got into the drama freshman year. Which one isnt like the others? Oh yes. That was weird. But anyways...then we went to the Village Green with some kids. Cool kids. Me and Carlos beat Danny and Sam. We own. Other shit went down. Me and Sam had random talks that are amazing. Gotta love them Revs. Or not. Then my daddy got mad so I came home.

Tomorrow I really want to go to Crew Call. Currently Steve is teaching me about lights because he wants me to be Master Electrician by Senior Year. Suuuuure. But yeah. I'm learning which is sweet. Obviously. Elipsodal Fresnel and Pars. Yeahhhhhh. Those are the three kinds of lights! Well, the more important ones. What now bitchessss? So come to Crew call. Because I dont want to walk down that lonesome road...all by myself.

The city goes to bed and I can live inside my head...

2005-10-02T00:41:57Z

I started working on "Les Miserables" this week, and it has taken over my life or 'raped me'. If a period of time can rape Molly, then a Broadway show can rape me. Okay, enough talk about rape. They gave me a headset one day. It was invigorating. People don't listen when I say things. Person doesn't care about me. And I have the mean reds. For anyone who hasn't seen Breakfast at Tiffany's and doesn't know what I'm talking about...sorry, that was your choice. Speaking of seeing classic movies, I introduced Colleen to The Breakfast Club last night. And she loved it. I think...considering...her laugh. Hahaha Colleen...you laughing makes me laugh. Laugh. hahaa, repetition. Umm, then we woke up this morning and sang for some ducks. I don't think it went amazing but no one's going to remember it. Whatevs. I really enjoy me Annie and Steph's rendition of On My Own, as well as the latest: Master of the House = master of something else. You know it. And then I dreamed a Dream that I was High, Look Down = what do you think? Okay. I need to do homework and such. Later kids.

ohh_the_drama @ 2005-09-25T15:13:00

2005-09-25T19:23:31Z

It's been an interesting weekend so far. Friday, I didn't mention, I hung out with Sam for a little while. It was very enjoyable, actually. We just generally get along very well and have similar opinions on most things. I love talking to her...good talks, good talks. Especially when I freak out and nothing has even gone wrong...yet. PS: We ate Ritz crackers with Peanut Butter on them. Oh yeah. I know. Too cool. Then of course, movies with Colleen and such. Omg guys, Colleen Quigley is my BFF. 12 years...just try and beat it.

On Saturday I went with my Babt/older sister (Liv) to the very extravagant Funky Munky Lounge to see Show Me Action and Under Surveillance. I want to be in a band. "I live the band, I breathe the band, I love the band...I AM the band" - Thanks Woohoo. I love you forever and always hahaha. But yeah, just because they're so talented. Show Me Action is so friggin amazing. We danced. We laughed. We cried. Except that we didn't cry. And Under Surveillance is amazing too. We didn't see any other bands. BUT THRILLER WAS ON! I danced...I am a loser. Anyway, then me and Liv were completely stranded, because our parents were MIA. So we walked to McDonalds, and we had $4.40 in change, so we got stuff off of the dollar menu. They hated us there. Then we walked the rest of the way home. At LEAST three miles, I was proud. And of course, we talked. Talks wiht my big sister = life. No joke.

Then I was off to Ms. Melanie's house for the sleepover of a lifetime. We drank ALL of her Diet Coke. Why am I so addicted? Scandal. And watched One Tree Hill, which I used to be so against, and now it's just a guilty pleasure. Yet I post it on my Live Journal. Some memorable quotes from that show...."CRACKWHORE! SLUT! LIAR!"....."ALL RIGHT! ALL RIGHT HALEY! WOOOOOOOO" Yeah. They matter to us, okay? Peyton is a crackwhore. She's also a man. Brooke's just a ho. Haley sucks...she left her husband. Her husband should be MINE. Ugh. Anywhoo, good times. And now I'm doing English Homework, and then going to Church with the Bithorns! Woot. <3